Actually, I have already shared a story about him, in this blog of course. (If you have not read it yet, click here) Okay, his name is Sandi Gusti Prayudha but let's just call him Sandi :) He is my lovely boyfriend. He lives in Balikpapan and I live in Tangerang. We are in a different island. Yes, we have a Long Distance Relationship. But, Alhamdulillah we never have a serious problem, and our relationship is always in a good condition :)
Okay, that is just a little introduction about him and our relationship. Let's move to the real story I want to tell you :)
Lately, I feel I lil bit changed become more childish to him. Everyday when I want to take a nap, I always ask him to sing me a song, and I know it is baby's habit-_- not only that, every time I wake up in the middle of the night, I don't know what I'm thinking, my hand is just like hypnotized, it types a text and send it to Sandi. I feel like I always make difficulties for him (read: ngerepotin), and I just feel bad about that (read: gak enak). I'm really sorry :(
But honestly, I like everytime he sings for me, everytime we text each other, make me feel like he is here with me everyday :3 although he is very far away but I always feel like he is near because he is always in my heart :)
Sandi, thank you for being the only one for me, thank you for being very kind to me, thank you for being my angle everytime, thank you for everything, I love you so much♥
Right now, I'm feeling scary because I just watched horror movie that's why I can't go back to sleep. Now, Sandi asks me to sleep and I tell him that I can't but he keep forcing me to sleep. So I'm just gonna sleep now, I don't want to make him feel bad :)
Last, a song for you my dear :3
"This I Promise You - N' SYNC"
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..
And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...
Just close your eyes
Each loving day
I know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..
Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...
And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes
Each loving day
I know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you
Once again, I love you Sandiiiii :3 ({}) xoxo
